Constantly thinking about Twilight and New Moon

Today's daily obsession has to do with OCD.  When I get an idea in my head it really never leaves completely.  The idea going through my head right now is about Twilight and true love.  Why does Bella get to have her true love at 17 and I have never met anyone I remotely loved.  What makes Bella so dang special.  Not only does she find her true love but she gets the most amazing guy possible.  A GOOD immortal extremely smart and talented, who loves her more than anyone on the planet, and wants to wait to have sex until marriage.  Talk about winning the lottery.  I can't find a guy who will even take me to dinner, but Edward not only pays for everything, opens every door, transports her wherever she needs to go, and is constantly fighting to protect her from every evil she draws toward her like moth to a flame.  I cannot get a guy who will even open the car door.  I mean I'm not asking for eternal life, or sparkling in the sun.  Is it too much to ask to get a guy that loves me for everything I am and is courteous.  I'm done ranting....for now